I'll be there for you, I'd live and I'd die for you, steal the sun from the sky for you...

10:15pm.
Lex has been asleep in his swing for quite some time, so he'll be up any minute, but I thought I better update this thing quickly...
So being a mom has been great, I love every minute of it! I can't stop just staring at Lex, I can look at him for hours!
Especially when he's nursing, it's our special time together, and he just looks at me, and I melt!
I got some special medication today, to make my milk come in more, because he's such a big eater, and I can't keep up with his demand! So hopefully in the next few days I'll have an over abundance of milk, so I can feed him, and stop giving him formula!
Breast feeding sure isn't easy! But I'm getting the hang of it!
I'm excited, because I'm going to be going to moms and tots group with my sister-in-law, get to meet some other people with kids Lex' age.
I can't wait to take him to the pool when he's a little older!
So yes I love being a mom but it's also hard at times, it's such a big change!
I'm just getting used to going out with him, it sucks tho because I can't really go out alone, because I'm not allowed to carry his infant seat, 'cause it's so heavy and I had the c-section...they said 6 weeks, it's been 3 weeks and 1 day...
SO I guess I still have to bring D with me to dr. appointments! haha...
So I need to lose 15 lbs!
I can't wait to go to the gym or for walks!
3 more weeks and we'll see what I can do yay!
Chris is really loving being a daddy, he's just as much in awe of him as I am!
I can't believe it was 3 weeks ago that he came into this world! Feels like yesterday!
Time sure does fly by...pretty soon a year will be up and It will be time to go back to work. :(
Lets not think about that right now...
Anyway that's pretty much it, my life is the same right now, I'm a booby bar for my baby, I change him, feed him, burp him, he sleeps I sleep...watch a lot of tv...that's about it!
Watched The Better Man? with Hilary Duff and The Longest Yard and Christmas With the Kranks...
The Better Man was ok...fell asleep during the Longest Yard, and stopped watching Christmas with the Kranks...
Anyway I better go my little mans gonna wake up any minute!
CIAO