Come home, in the middle of the night, my father yells whatcha' goin' to do with your life?

5:59pm.
I feel a lot better these last couple of days, since I stopped taking my Prenatal Vitamins!
I don't feel nearly as sick!
Today was a good day off. Slept in with Chris. Drove him to work, then went straight to my sisters house, where I met her and my mother for lunch. We went to White Spot.
I felt 100% better after I ate this morning! So I really need to start eating constantly. I can't really describe how I feel, but I feel empty almost...like sick, and hungry empty...and then if I just eat a little something I'm rejuvinated and feel fine again. I can go for quite some time without eating, but now that I'm pregnant, I have to learn to nibble lots so I don't feel sick and I'm getting the proper nutrients for my growing baybeh. (Do I sound like a commercial!?) haha.
Anyway ya so I got a yummy chicken Ceasar Wrap with fries and Mayo and an Ice-Tea.
I ate half the wrap and saved the other half for later. (Which I ate as soon as I got the empty feeling again once at my sisters)
After dinner I went back to my sisters and visited with her for a bit, and tried to watch Days of Our Lives, but it's just gotten so stupid. You stop watching it for a year like me, and you go back to it, and it's like repeating the same stuff over and over. This time tho, Sammy turned into a man. I was like, that's it. I'm done.
Yesterday at work was pretty boring. Sunday's generally are. But i'm excited 'cause I don't have to work the next 3 Sundays!!! YAY!
Right after work, Chris picked me up and we drove to Nanaimo to pick Jenn up from the Ferry.
I had my break to early that I went at 1pm, then by 8'o clock we went to Taco Bell and I was stttttttttttttarrrrving. So I got my yummy Supreme Fries and a Chicken Burger and I could hardly make it through. It's weird how being pregnant makes you all out of whack. I am hungry, but I can't really eat a whole lot. Because it makes me feel sick. haha.
Jenn quit Future Shop today. *sigh* 8 months...8 months...8 months!!!!
Chris said he hopes to make enough money so I can just be a stay at home mom. Which would be nice, but I think I'd like to start my own daycare someday.
But I don't know, that's awhile down the road.
I gotta just make it through these months. I wish for the summer I could just be part time, so I could enjoy it. Go swimming, and sun tan, and just enjoy the sun. That would be cool. But won't happen. Gotta make money.
Well I'm going to go and lay down for a bit I think.
Check Ya later

Just a game of Voulez-Vous

11:27pm.
Worked 3:30-9:30
I didn't balance tho I was 5 dollars short, so I didn't get out until about 9:44.
Which sucked, but I had no idea where the money was.
I got home and Chris and his friends were watching Saw, so I left and went to Rogers and rented "First Daughter" which Chris said we can snuggle and watch upstairs after!!
And I got some Pillsbury Cookie Dough and other yummy snackage to eat while I wait for the movie to end.
Sean made the cookie stuff, I can smell it right now, but I dont' want to go down there and see a glimpse of the yucky movie.
I have a really bad stomachache right now.
I ate a mini Strawberry Cheesecake from Safeway that wasn't supposed to expire until March 3rd but it tasted funny and now I feel yucky.
I am psyching myself up to take my vitamin. I feel so yucky after taking them. But I have to!
Work was alright today.
Have to go back tomorrow. Which I so don't want to!
Anyway that's all I can think of right now.
TTYL.

There was something in the air that night, the stars were bright, Fernando!

10:24pm.
D! You left me a note! That's cool!!! :D
Anyway...work was actually really stressful. I did NOT want to be there at all today.
And I felt badly for Katie who wasn't having a great day either.
I don't know how I'm going to make it through these months ahead!
Wow....got a long haul...
I been having CRAZY mood swings lately...it's crazy. Today before work I stopped at Wal-mart to get some dog food for Jackers, and I decided to go and look at the fish. It was actually quite relaxing and soothing just staring at the fish swim around. My favorite were the bright yellow ones. So I watched them for a bit...then I realized that another fish that was in the tank kept picking on this one yellow fish, and I started feeling really sorry for it. In my head I was thinking that all these fish do is swim around, and that one fish is getting picked on non stop. He just wants some time out...to just swim freely...so I started to think how I'd buy the fish and let him have tons of hiding places....and then Abba "Fernando" came on the radio, and that's like the ultimate song that reminds me of Grama. And just that song mixed with the poor fish started to make me cry. So I left.
Then today I heard a message from my mom on the answering machine, and I wanted to talk to her so badly but I thought she would be in bed already, so I cried.
And then I saw her online and she called me and I cried. LOL. How will I make it through this!?!!? Man.....
Oh today RIGHT at close, this lady was going off on our manager. She was making me so angry, my heart was beating so fast, I wanted to tell her off, she was just making herself look so unbelievably stupid, and belittling all of us, and making us feel stupid, especially the Mgr...she was like "Are you the manager?" and he was like "I am for tonight" and she was like ooooooooh your the TONIGHT manager....well I would rather have the all the time manager and just...ugh. I had a pain in my side I had to leave because I was like this isn't good.
So that's pretty much my day. And now I get 2 glorious full days off, and I am going to love it!
Anyway it's 10:30 and Chris FINALLY Came home.
I am going to go make myself some Chicken Noodle Soup. YUUM!
CIAO.

Love Me Love Me, Say That You Love Me.

9:07pm.
I feel soooooooooooooooooooooooo nasty. I feel like I could throw up at any minute.
I worked 10:30-7 then had to go to a meeting after.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but I was tired from working all day, and I felt queasy, and just wanted to fall asleep....ugh. But it's over!
I was totally expecting to see Chris when I came home, but he's not back from Van yet. :(
I miss him. I need a a snuggle and a half when he gets home!
He said he's got two "surprises" for me too!! I already know what one of them is, but I can't wait to find out what the other one is!!!
So ya work wasn't as fun as it was supposed to be, we all brought treats in to feast apon but we just weren't happy-go-lucky people.
I think it was 'cause of the meeting looming upon us.
Katie brought Nibb Licorice. I think I might have to go buy a bag of that stuff. It was tre tasty.
So Fig's still just the size of a Pea....I can't wait till there's like significant stuff....like moving around and stuff. *SIGH*
I still can't believe it. ME! With a cute little fig, to call my own, that will look at me adoringly and touch my face in pics like Deidres. haha. ;)
Anyway I just want Christopher to be home. I need a hug.
Plus there's a unknown brown liquidy substance that's downstairs on two different spots on the carpet, and I really don't want to clean it up...so the quicker he stain removes it the better.
HEHE.
Alright CHOW MAIN BUM STAINS.

Shorty Where Your Head At?

Wow so much has happened since Valentines Day.
I don't even know what to say.
Works been alright, same ol same ol.
Home life has been great.
that's pretty much it yo.
CIAO

Happy Valentines Day

1:45am.
My hands are red raw, and chapped! They are so sore, I dunno what happened. They were fine 3 days ago, then WHAM! Red, and Raw, and Sore! Especially when water runs over them, and I can feel the heat emitting from them as we speak.
I just sneezed my like billionth sneeze...DAMN COLD!
Anyway, It's Valentines Day.
I worked 1:30-10 It was an ok day. I thought it was going to suck, since the way I started my day, but it ended well. Got out early, and it was slacker, since there was hardly anybody there.
It was so funny working with Katie, she's hilarious. She could hardly even talk to a customer on the phone without stifling her laughter.
She was turning Purple.
Kelsea and I played a prank on one of the managers, we wrapped up the box of Valentines Day Chocolates he got the CSRS for Valentines day, and put a note inside with empty chocolate wrappers and batteries(Forweight) PYSCH! haha.
and then wrapped it up, and stuck a card onto. I wish I could watch him open it up, thinking we were getting him chocolates too. haha. Were evil!
AFter work I Drove Home, and Chris was making Valentines Day Cupcakes.
He gave me the cutest card that read: Our first of many married Valentines Day.
I love you so much my precious wife.
Love From Chris.
and he drew a heart with C + J on the front wiht Happy Valentines Day on it. and it was wrapped in a blue ribbon, and he gave me a cupcake with a candle in it. It's not my birthday, but it was cute!!!
Anyway now we get to snuggle in bed and watch a movie...My pick!!!!
I wasn't to thrilled trying to pick out a dvd in our collection, I have over watched all of my favorites, and the ones I haven't I don't want to watch. So I decided on "Clueless"
So we shall go watch that.
CIAO!
JAMZI

Afternoon Delight

10:35am.
Was awoken by Chris' friend ringin' on the door bell, wanting to go for a bike ride, so I think the boys all went.
I fell asleep with a Cough Candy in my mouth, imagine I choked!
I am sitting here now, with a horrible stomacheache, horribly sore throat, and a semi-sore left eye!
I am a mess!
And I have to go to work!
I'm not gonna make it!
URGGHH!
I gotta go before I die.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky

9:37pm...Mmmm...smells of chicken cooking are wafting through the air and making me veeerry hungry!!!
Well today was a good day!
Slept in, woke-up did a little road-trip to Comox trying to find a relative with a printer that had ink...which was not my sister nor my parents, nor my brother, so I went to Chris' parents, where I had 5 minutes then to book it to my 12:30 hair appointment.
Yes I went through with it..I got my hair cut.
And it looks good!!! :D
I feel so good.
I took a pic to put as my msn name, to show people what it looked like, and I looked at a pic of myself that was just taken a few days ago, after the job fair and I look 100% better. Having short hair livens me up. I looked so horribly blah in the other pic, with my hair up in my stupid pony tail.
Micheal from "Roots" can do wonders, I tell ya!
Anyway, so ya, got my hair cut, then right after went and babysat Katelyn, whom was sick, and was NOT happy in the least bit. She pretty much cried the whole time, and I had to keep squeezing her Stuffed Carebear that says, "Hi, I'm cheerbear, and I'm full of rainbows and hugs" over, and over, and over again!
Mm...Chicken....
Umm...whatelse...Oh then after I was done babysitting for 1 1/2 hours, I went to my sisters house, and visited with her and my mom for a bit, then we went to Superstore where I just rememberd that I purchased some new eye make-up.
It's super cool!
I had been eying up this funky eyeshadow duo for awhile, everytime I go to Super Store, so I decided to buy it this time.
It's three different eye colors but their balls, not the shadow plates...hard to describe...and I also got some liquid eye color that goes dry. And it's an awsome shade of Khaki green, which is my color!
So I'm stoked to try those out!
I really need to buy a new flat iron, the one they used at "Roots" was really good, I could totally see my hair going flat. 100 bucks tho...maybe next week... :)
I bought some new hair stuff too, called "Moonshine" it's foaming pomade, it keeps the frizzy's down.
I was going to go and start tanning today too, but I forgot.
I was so busy, you know how it is.
Anyway, I feel refreshed, (probably not as refreshed as Katie after having 6 days off in row) after having a day off of work.
I can't wait until next week when I get two off in a row again!
Anyway, I am going to go and check on the chicken.
CIAOZA

Where Does My Heart Beat Now?

9:36am.
Just came back from my parents house, stayed there for dinner of Spaghetti!! Mmmmm!!!
(Now just eating skittles)
So today was a good day off!!! I mean....any day off is a good one, if it's not spent at work!
I was really tired when I first woke-up this morning but other then that, that was the only downfall.
I got dropped off at Katies house first thing this morning, since I forgot that Chris had to somehow get to work, and he can't if I have the car, so I quickly asked Katie, and then we went and picked D up and went to the C.Fair.
It wasn't what we expected, but non-the-less we got some good information!
Katie found out that with her degree, she can mow-lawns here in Courtenay!!! YAY! haha.
Speaking of the job fair, Kimmers where were ya!?!
Did you go sometime after 10am? 'cause we didn't see ya there.
Ummm...then after the Fair I went home and visited with my mom.
And stayed there until Chris got off work, and now hear I am.
Oh...the hair cut fell through, because the chick that I wanted to cut my hair suddenly decided to up and leave town for a year and find herself in Europe or something...*Sigh* and my regular hair dresser doesn't work on Mondays, so my sister and I made appointments for Thursday...Yikes!!!
Anyway I can smell Spaghetti and I hope it's not mine, because I was going to eat that for dinner tomorrow at work!!!
GRR.
Talk to you lataHz!

PS Kim, yes I can see your blog but I still cannot leave you notes. When I Try it says "Messages are for team members only"
so..yeah...dunno.

You Make Me Wanna, La La

Kim if your reading this I wrote you your own personal troubleshooter blog entry, one before this.
Anyway it's 10:13am.
Just chattin' to D on MSN, and fiddling around on the net.
I was just telling D that I MIGHT be getting my hair cut tomorrow, if I can make an emergency appointment!
EEEEK!!!
And for some reason that reminded me of Katie and I remembered she used to wear a white head band, that was bobbypinned strategically, so that the little stain that was on it was behind her head.
and then I thought further that she never wears that white head band anymore, and then I started to get anxious wondering if it was because I was talking about it one day, which made her anxious...'cause she thought I was making fun of it....hmmm....Katie?
D just MSN'D me this message: "i can do it to myself but its really loose cause my arms get sore from being up"...bet you'd never guess she was talking about French Braids...lol...oooh dirty.
So I bought some stuff today from Wal-Mart: Mascara, Clipboard, pens, granola bars, Fruit and Creme Skittles (MMMM!) and the funkiest coolest Pink/Lavender Chandalier Earrings...that I think Kelsea has the same ones but whatever!
I'm going to sport them tomorrow at the Job Fair!!!
*FINGERS CROSS ABOUT THAT BUY THE WAY!*
Anyway gotta go downstairs and see Christopher.
CHECK YA

For Kimmers

Kim first try going to "settings"
then clicking on one of the tabs called "Basic"
then see what you have clicked on for "Add your Blog to our listings"
if that doesn't make your blog show up, try clicking on the "Help" button and emailing them your problem, so they can troubleshoot it for you.
Ummm....to make your notes accessable again do:
Go to "settings"
then clicking on the tab "Comments"
and then pick who you'd like to beable to leave you a note.
Good luck.
Jamz.

See the stone set in your eyes, see the thorn twist in your side.

First, I'd like to start off this blog, with wonder to Miss Kimberly, why she deleted her blog message from my last post?!? Hmm...? And when the f*ck are you going to get your blog back and at em, 'cause you can't leave notes, nor even ACCESS your blog Biatch!
So I have NO ONE to read anymore...Katie and D you should just open up a blog and write in it, since you guys are so noisy and sooo interested in the boring life that is Jaymie.
haha.
Just buggin'...or am I?
Anyway it's 11:55pm.
I am nice and full. Mmmm....Yay for Wendy's.
So I worked 1:30-10 it was actually an ok day, only because noone yelled at me, and I was in a good/hyper mood. I was cracking everybody up today. It was tre amusant.
I made Ron laugh like so much, I told him that I want to take him everywhere I go, so I always look like I am the person to be with!
haha.
Umm....Oh I didn't balance, I was 4 bucks short, and Cassy was 2 dollars over, so I took her 2 bucks and then trasfered short, and then Steve called me into his office and was like re-count your till you stupid bitch, and I counted it, and it was 4 dollars over....so Steve said smarten up and get some math skillz you dumb ho...ok so it kinda went down like that...;)
Umm...what else...OH! So U2 tickets went onsale today at 9:30am. My sister and sister-in-law were ready phone wise/internet wise to score 8 tickets...no go. They sold out in 6 minutes. :( So no "With or with out youuuuu...with or without you ahh uhhh...I can't liveeeeeee......with or withoutchu.....whhHHOOOAHHHHHHHHHH...wwwwhhhoooAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..."
Here's some Jaymie Trivia for you that I bet you never knew: "Jaymie's Favorite U2 Song is "With or Without You" and I wanted to use it for Chris' and I first dance at our wedding, but everyone was like NOOO, That's a break-up song! So...ya...thus..we used "Lost Together" by Blue Rodeo.
So I was bummed about that. But I'll live...so instead I bought myself a GameCube...haha...it was only 49.96. It was O.B special, and it had only a controller in it, so I figure I'll buy the GameCube and suck it up and use my charms on the Nintendo GameCube dood that will answer the phone when I call. It will work, you shall see..I will be the one playing Mario Kart laughing at you, peering through my window....Sucka!
Oooooh.
Still hypa!
Anyway ya so after work, went straight to Chris' bro's house and watched them play Nickels, and then dragged Chris to Wendy's.
Now we are here.
Oh I cut my finger on a pocket knife at Craigs, and I thought I was going to faint.
Ok, well that's that. I am freakin' cold and I have a weird rash all up my arm, and I am cold, and my hands stink like pickles.
I am going to bed.
NIGANIGHT.

Tits Pehvert

11:08pm.
So, work was alright. I got to work with Katie which was fun.
It was funny, I screwed up over the page system twice today, and made Katie burst out laughing over the store. It was funny stuff.
So Katie made a good point about why I have zits! It's the DAMN STEAM ROOM!!!!
She's so smart!
So I am no longer going to rest my sore self against the sweet, sweet sauna walls, and breath in it's delicious woodsy air....*sigh*
Anyway yes so I didn't feel to well later on during my shift, I believe it had something to do with my microwavable lasagna dinner...hmm....good thing Katies "secret" Pepto Bismal Tablets saved the day..Duh duhneh Nuuuhhh
So I am totally excited about my new career I shall have a head of me.
I don't know what it is, or where it shall be, but I am excited non-the-less.
And...if by next month I do not have a new career, I shall be excited about the druging affects of Prozac.
YAY!
So anyway that was pretty much my day.
Oh, I want share two different hairstyles, and I want honest in put....

Since you've been gone, I can breath for the first time!

5:39pm. My mouth is on fire!!!
Just ate a whole bunch of chips and salsa...whooooweee!
Just got home, from hanging out with my sister, and my two sister-in-laws.
It was a good day off.
Just chilled and ate pizza, and talked and watched the kids play/fight.
I'm really excited, 'cause me and my sister talked a little while ago how her place is just to small for her and her family, and how I wished when I moved back here from Victoria, that we had taken the place for rent upstairs that my parents owned.
And then Jodi brought up how it would be cool if I moved in downstairs and took over the mortgage and they could find a bigger place....
Well she talked about it with our mom, and such and we talked about it today, so it could very well be a reality!!!!!
That would be soooo exciting if Chris and I could have our own place!
It's 850 a month, but if we redid the mortgage for 20 years it would only be about 500ish a month...so that's pretty cool!!!!!
I've got visions of painitng and redecorating in my head!!!! EEEE!!!
Whoooo My mouth is hott!
Ya so that was pretty much my day, we talked about the U2 concert too!
I hope we get tickets!!! The Chicago concert sold out in 20 minutes! :S
I went to a childrens consignment store with my sister and her friend too, to look for some baby clothes for my sisters friends friend whom just had a baby.
There are such cute clothes out there!!! I can't wait until I get to buy some for myself!!!!!!!
Someday....
My sister and I also decided that were going to make a hair appointment sometime soon, and get it cut!!!!!
That's scary! But much needed!
Anyway it's cold but my mouth is burning, I am going to go snuggle in bed and watch a movie or something.
TTFN
PS Kim, I can't even go to your blog anymore. Did you restrict access to because of that dood?

Two Starstruck Lovers Take Their Life

Yo Kimmy, somethings up with my blog dood....
I tried leaving you notes, but it kept signing me out and making me sign in to leave notes, but it wouldn't work....
Anyway, I haven't written in this thing forever.
It's 5:59pm.
I feel soo shitty.
I feel all hot and bothered. lol. I hope I'm not catching anything. I know I've been all talk about getting sick, but I was just kidding.
Today I baby-sat my little neice Katelyn. She is soooo cute. I took a lot of pics of her. I even put her in a laundry basket and took a few snaps. haha.
I got called in to work today, but I couldn't go because I was babysitting.
I picked Chris and Sean up from work to take them out to eat at Subway.
Then I went and picked up a few groceries for dinner tonight.
I got some hamburger, and all the fixin's for Burrrrritos.
I watched the rest of Romeo + Juliet. I bought the movie last night and started to watch it but got tired so turned it off.
Now I am here.
Ummm....Yesterday just worked, and the night before that worked and then had the Staff Not-Christmas Party.
It was actually alright. I mean the food was good. I liked laughing at people doing 'Coryoke'.
It was nice to hang out with the girls and their guys at our table.
The Night before that, worked and it was Fergy's Birthday.
He got hammered. We went to the Lorne. I had never been to the Lorne before, but I quite enjoyed it!!!! I dunno...I liked the atmosphere, I felt comfortable. I think it was because there were no under-dressed, under-aged people there.
There was a really good band there called "Megalicious" and they did all 80 tunes covers.
I loved it!!! I dig the 80's!!!!
I had a Smirnoff Ice and a Rum and Coke and then we left to get Sean outta der.
He was soooooo drunk.
We went through the Mick Dicks drive-thru to grab a quick bite to eat after, and Sean kept yelling "FUR BURGERS" the chick at the window probably thought he was nuts. haha
So we took Sean home, and he told us to leave his house key out 'cause he was gonna walk to Seven. We were like no way! Besides it's 5am Sean, everythings shut-down. (It was actually 12)
and he believed us. So he went to bed, I grabbed him a barf bucket that he immediately used...and then we watched the Last Soranos Episode.
There, now your up to speed in my crazy interesting life.
Now let these be my parting words:
My only love sprung from my only hate!
To early seen unknown, and known to late.
Prodigious birth of love it is to me, that I must love a loathed enemy.
Hehe You kiss by the book.
Awwww....Romeo + Juliet.