Ready? Ok!

1:08am.
*YAWN!*
Just finished filling out a survey thing from Deidre.
I am uber tired!
I don't even think I can finish filling this out.
I'll make this short and sweet.
Worked today 1:30-10
It was long and uneventful. It was funny, Tans wanted to sing so we went to Mobile Audio but the Karaoke Machine was gone, I guess for the Christmas Staff Party, so Kim played the Keyboard, while Tanya tried to rock out, but to no avail. lol. Good times.
Got home warmed up Spagetti, ate it, watched Sopranos. Now here.
Going to go say good-night to my man, then off to the slums I go.

This Love Is Taking It's Toll On Me, She Said Good-bye A Million Times Before.

11:49pm.
Just finished watching an episode of the Sopranos. We are going to watch another one, but Chris just wanted to have a quick shower, so I am going to write in here quickly.
Had a day off today, slept in and then lounged around pretty much the whole day. It was glorious!
I'm really excited 'cause U2 is coming to Vancouver in April, and the tickets go on sale on Saturday!!!! So Chris and I are going to go, along with both my brothers and their spouses and my sister and her husband!!! It should be a grand ol time!!!
I hope they sing all of their older stuff, like from the Joshua Tree...you know..."Where The Streets Have No Name" "With Or Without You"
I love their music!
I wanted to go to the gym so badly today, I was supposed to go to Yoga with Kim, but she got called into work, I guess 'cause Deidre had to go home to her sick son.
I was to sore to go anyway...tomorrows another day, I plan to go early, before work!
I watched Bridget Jones's Diary yesterday, and I popped er in again to watch. That movie just sits so right with me, I love it! I love everything about it! I love the way that Colin Firth (Mark Darcy) looks at Renee Zellwegger (Bridget Jones)
I am such a sucker for romantic movies.
I love happy endings!
Anyway, I am going to go make a CD before Chris gets out of the shower.
CIAO BELLA!

DUF's Are Not Allowed!

9:47pm.
Just had a nice warm shower, and sprayed myself with my body spray that reminds me of suntanning and coconuts. I really need to start tanning again!
You always feel so good on the inside and the outside. It's a good spirits boost, tanning is.
Chris set up the dvd player in our room again. I am excited.
I love snuggling and watching movies in bed!
Today was alright at work.
Worked 10-6. Was supposed to work 10-5. But I guess they changed the schedule on me, and so I didn't realize they shortened the shift. Ohwell.
I had a headache for the better part of the day. But work was pretty relaxed, didn't have any angry customers, and everyone was in an alright mood.
The Dufs of the store pretty much stayed away from Customer Service so that was good!
I haven't gone to the gym in 3 days! I need to step it up!
I finally relieved some stress off myself today!
I had borrowed something from a friend of a friends for my wedding, and it ripped a bit somehow, and so I never gave it back to her right after the wedding, because I was scared that she would be angry at me, or whatnot.
So I kept procrastinating about giving it back, running scenarios of us in my head, of her yelling at me.
Until 6 1/2 months down the road, I recieve a letter from her at work.
I have never felt so stupid, or embarrassed in my life as I do now. I mean, it was life, shit happens, I should have just told her what happened and returned it to her right after the wedding but I didn't, instead I created friction between us, and I feel incredibly stupid.
But I finally sucked it up and called her, and then delievered it to her house.
I feel like an incredible weight has been lifted off of me. I know it's stupid, but tiny things get to me. Everyday I would think about it, and get stressed out, and now I can finally relax. It's done.
She has it back.
Anyway, I am going to watch some Sopranos.
Good nite.

Cut a Rug

1:05am.
Just finished watching an episode of the Soprano's.
I feel so crappy and disgusting right now.
I worked 9-5:30.
Work was extremely boring, and I hated every second of being there today.
Chris and I ordered Chinese and ate that and watched some movie that was pretty good, I can't remember what it was called except it had "White Castle" in the name.
We rented Princess Diaries 2 as well, but Chris didn't hold true to his word, to watch the whole thing with me.
I'm not very happy with Christopher right now.
I don't even want to look at him. He can make me feel so crappy about myself.
He said something today that made me feel like the most disgusting human on the face of the planet. I don't even want him to look at me, because I look disgusting as well.
I am going to go to bed now, and listen to the rain.
Nite.

Fudnugget

11:27pm.
Just had a shower, and watched another disk of Season 3 of the Sopranos. I need a life.
Work was good today. Worked 10:30-7, got to work with Katie, so it was fun and laidback. Tomorrow will be as well, 'cause we close!
A customer complained to a manager today about Chris being rude and snappy with me. I thought that was funny, 'cause Chris came and apologized to me, and I was like wtf are you talking about? He said apparently he was rude and snappy with me and a customer commented on it.
Katie was like, "You must be so traumatized about it, that you've forgotten about it" haha.
I wasn't feeling to hot today. I had a headache, my eye was bothering me, my stomache was hurting and I felt a bit sick too. I'm dieing. But it's alright. I'll live. Haha.
Umm...ya so that's pretty much my day. Chris picked me up, and we came home and made supper, Ceasar Salad, and Honey Garlic Chicken Wings. Yummy.
So I'm on a 2 week challenge. A challenge to lose at least 2 lbs a week? I think?
I can't really remember, it's Katies idea. To get us motivated.
I think I'm gonna start tanning again too. I have left over minutes at Level 10, and at Endless Tanning. I spent like 70 bucks at the Endless tanning place and went twice. But that's 'cause I got such an uneven tan from Level 10. But ya, I stopped going after my wedding.
Anyway, I am off to bed, gotta get up early and go and join the gym.
Yay!
Ciao

Meow

12:56am.
I really need to start getting to bed earlier. I mean, I have to work at 10am tomorrow morning...well...this morning, I guess.
It's going to suck, I'm on Till and it's gonna be slow. But at least I get to open with Katie, so that's a plus.
Anyway today was an alright day off, slept in, visited with my sister, she came over with Keenan, and then we had lunch, and drove to Campbell River then went back to her house, and she straightened my hair, and now I have nice straight hair! Yay!
I had dinner at my parents house too, it was my dads birthday yesterday, but we had the dinner/cake today, 'cause I had to work until Close yesterday.
The whole family (except for Chris) was there. Everyone commented on my new hair. I felt really good, Jeudz did my make-up too.
Chris came after work, and ate a piece of cake, then we came home, and watched the 2nd season of the Sopranos, and now I am here.
Writing on here.
I should get to bed.
CIAO BEEEEYOTCH.

Gym, Work, and other shiznit.

1:23am.
Just finished watching the 2nd disc of The Soprano's Season 2.
I am addicted to that series, almost as addicted as Sex and the City. But not quite.
Worked 1:30-10 closed with K-Doe.
It was a fun night, we just fooled around gorging on Reeses Pieces, and laughing our heads off at Shrek 2.
OH! HAHA, and we wrote a letter to Katie, I wish I could watch her read it tomorrow morning. We were pissing our selves laughing while we were trying to write it. Hehe.
Katies our new Maintence Coordinator or some sheet like that. We report to her if we have leaky pipes, or if our buckets are gushing. lol.
It was a pretty slow day at work, we were all done and ready to go by 9:30 but we had to wait for the manager to do his stuff, and then Kims ride was late, so we sat in the car and listened to Gwen and talked about Gym stuff.
Were totally excited to join the gym, I'm totally stoked! It'll be fun, and it will be nice that there's going to be more then one person commited so you won't beable to back out.
Got home, and Chris had a yummy dinner cooking for us. It was chicken and scalloped potatos.
So we ate that and watched The Sopranos.
That was pretty much my day. Uneventful.
Until Tomorrow,

Beautiful Soul

I really like this song, and I like the lyrics, and I like his voice, I like it all.

Jesse McCartney "Beautiful Soul"

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul



I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me



I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul



Your beautiful soul, yeah



You might need time to think it over

But I'm just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try



I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul



Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do

I just want to know that you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide



I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I want to chase

You're the one I want to hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul



I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul



Your beautiful soul, yeah

Que Sera Sera

2:28am.
I am more depressed then I was yesterday.
Worked a shitty shift. 1:30-10
Got off early, that was cool, managers had to wait for me tho, because Chris had to come pick me up.
We watched the 2nd season of the Sopranos. Sean borrowed it from his bro.
Our Christian College Girl Neighbours shoveled our drive-way and our walk.
I thought that was funny, 'cause I've got two strong guys living here, but whatev.
I need a heavy dose of Prozac. And I don't mean the band.
Goodnight.

Wons Dnalrednow

12:29am.
It's snowing!!! Still!! I love the snow.
I made a snow angel today, when I met Chris half way when he went to his bro's house to play Trivial Pursuit 90's Edition.
I decided to stay home, and have a warm shower, and then snuggle down and watch some of my Sex and the City 2nd Edition after work. ( I worked 10-6:30)
I was all the way through Episode #4 when it stopped playing and said "disk error" I took the disc out and it was totally pooched.
It was scratched. It was fubar. Well not exactly, but whatev. I am taking it back! STOOPID Future Shop. Selling Sheet. Haha. I kid, I kid.
Anyway, so ya I watched a lot of Sex and the City, and then I got tired. And it was still snowing.
And Chris came home, and it was snuggly warm in my house, that I decided not to go out with the girls tonight.
It would have been suicide to go out anyway....right?
Ohwell.
A guy from work's wife had a dream about me, and I hope the dream comes true!!! That would be sweet, sweet, sweet.
It's still snowing, and I'm not tired, and I'm bored now, and I don't want to watch more Sex/City 'cause I have to ration it out.
Anyway...I guess I'll go eat worms...or something.
I think I'm depressed.
But it's snowing.
And I made a snow angel. outside. it's all white and snowyrific.
I love the snow.
Wons.
That's snow backwards.

Happy New Years! 2005!

So New Years was good.
Had to work first tho which sucked, 'cause we didn't really get out on time.
Went for dinner at Woody's Restaurant with Chris' bro and wife. Got 18 Dollar Rack of Ribs...Mmmm..
then went to our friends party and met up with my friends Jenn and Esa, and they brought along some dood.
Everyone was supposed to wear lame sweaters to the New Years party and bring an appetizer.
So ya it was fun, there were ALOT of people there!
I couldn't believe how many people just kept coming, and coming, and coming!
There were alot of drunk people there, I saw two of our friends get in a fight, one guy fall down the stairs, and then the same guy give a chick a hug and they both toppled over into me, and hurt my stomache, so I got a little angry, and I called Chris' dad our sober driver to come pick Chris and I and his bro up and drive us home. Sean was sooo drunk and fun, that he stayed behind.
We came home, and went to bed, and then Chris' couldn't sleep anymore so I think he got up to do something, like watch Seinfeld or whatnot.
And yesterday our day off was good. Uneventful but good. Finally got to play Trivial Puruit 90's Edition with Chris' bro and wife. I pretty much won, except Chelsey got one more pie near the end, so we tied.
We went to A & W for Lunch and it was crazy how much I ate! I Was so hungry. I pretty much ate a whole large poutine to myself and a Teen Burger. Yummy.
Then we went for dinner at Chris' folks for Prime Rib with all the fixin's
We also stopped at my parents house to say hello, and happy new year.
Now it's today and I worked 10:30-7pm.
It sucked we were busy.
Went Grocery Shopping with Chris, and made Hotdogs for dinner, and watched Sex and the City Season 1.
Showered, blow dryed my hair. now I'm here.
Going to bed.
Night.