*INSERT BIG SIGH HERE*
I worked 10-6 today. I really need out of that place, it is totally bringing me down.
I was actually coming at peace with myself, knowing that I was going to stick it out a bit longer, because I thought I had a good chance at getting a Merch. position. I really thought I had it in the bag. The Merch. Supervisor even said he really wanted me on, and he would talk to the manager for me, and see if he could not pull some strings to get me out of CSR.
Well no such luck.
I get to talk with the Manager, and he says that he's sorry but he just can't put me over there, because I'm full-time, if I wanted to strip myself of my full-time then he could put me over there, I might get 40 hrs a week, but I wouldn't have benefits anymore.
He then says, that he doesn't really see me over at CSS, because he doesn't think I could really handle being yelled at by him nor the customers, and then lists of a few employees who couldn't hack it either.
He said if I wanted, I could stay as a CSR/Full-time or If I wanted I could go back to Entertainment/Full-time.
But, if I did chose to go back to Entertainment, it wouldn't be right now, because he's short staffed up-front.
I can't believe that place.
I put in 2 1/2 years of my life into that hole, and was seriously considering putting some more...but that's it.
I've had it.
I wanted so badly to just walk out those doors and NEVER come back.
I mean, wow thanks. Way to make a girl feel she's valuable.
So I can neither go up nor down. I am stuck. Where I am. Where I've always been.
1 year ago, I was more ahead then I am now. Now I feel like I've been shunned.
I want out.
I want out.
I want out.
